Posts Tagged ‘feeling’

It’s mind bogling. The fact that I can’t write in straight lines, but still insist to acquired $26 worth of plain note for my new hobby.

If I can think any particular reasons is this, I found that writing on an open space such as this plain note is liberating at the very least and utterly satisfying.

Whilst I still occasionally checked my line, I realized that the lack of confinement in my media, means also lack of limitation on my mind, my factory of words.

And as I will ultimately forced my self to learn to write straight, my penmanship will also improves. It may not be an instant think, it may take months, probably even years.

One think that I know for certain is this, if I wait, the idea that currently bristling around my head may not stays long.

Today is the second day I owned this book, and I have spend the the first 12 pages , in just several days.

1. A Moleskine notebook $26
2. A Parker fountain pen $9
3. A glass of cold Greensands with four cubes of ice $0.3
4. Dim yellow light from the $30 worth of corner lamp bought from Pasar Kenari
5. Pringles – Sour Cream & Onion from Hero $1.5
6. Super full stomach, filled with Spicy Tomato Fettucini Aglio Olio – Home $priceless
7. Seven, no less worth of lovely hours spend with by beloved baby

There are many way someone or even your self can hurt your feeling. Albeit through love, work and even just ordinary life. And when things got worse, you’ll be glad if you have someone who can listen to you, share your sadness, and eventually cheers you up. But it just unfortunate that such privilege doesn’t come everyday, nor to everyone. There are those of you, who are lonely, can’t share a thing. Or even if you do have someone, sometimes you just want to be left alone.

 

So what you’re going to do ? Here’s my pick (Booze and dope excluded due to their obvious impact

 

1. Listen to loud music. This works particularly if you are in heartbreak mode. Listening to music, the mellow one made you realize that you’re not alone, and that there is someone, who’s just experienced the same thing like you, waiting to be cherished and loved.
2. Watching movie. Working well for most situations, it works pretty muck like a dope, or booze, helps you to forget things. Try to pick something light such as Ben Stiller’s, Tom Cruises, or Adam Sandler’s.
3. Sports. My personal pick, especially if I have difficulty in sleeping. Walking 8-9 kilo will definitely warn you out. And by the time you get finished, you’re just too tired to think and you can sleep like a baby. The only drawback, if your fitness is below standard, there is a good chance that your muscles will hurts like hell
4. Playing PC Games. It works pretty much like number two, with difference being this activity make your mind pretty active, so that you spare no space for other things. It’s very time consuming, and when you are tired to continue, you might back to your sadness again.
5. Playing music. My old time fave. Here’s the reasoning, when you’re sad, you want to share your feeling, but sometimes no one available to listen to you, you can turn to music instruments. This loyal piece of work should available anytime to hear your pain. Play a sad song, and sing long
6. Writing. Based on my own personal experience, I realized that I was most productive when I was feeling bad about something.

 

All in all I have to admit that, despite all these, the best medicine is of course, is time.